Sunday, November 29, 2009
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
The hardest part about being friends with you, is that I always have been, and always will be a better friend. When something happens to you that you’re excited about, I can’t stop smiling, because you’re happy. When something makes me happy, you always find a way of shooting it down, and telling me its no big deal. Its a big deal to me, isn’t that enough? It makes me happy, so shouldn’t that make you happy? When I do something great, or think I’m actually good at something, you swoop in and out-do it. You always have to be the best. When I sing, you sing louder. When I write, you write better. Life isn’t about being better then everyone else. Its about being the best you can be, and being proud of it. Its about being happy for yourself, and being happy for others. If you spend your whole life trying to be the best, by the end of your life, you probably will be the best. But I won’t be there, to share in the excitement.
I hate
I hate that you still have control over me.
I hate that I still hope you’ll talk to me, when your name pops up on msn.
I hate that I get jealous of other girls.
I hate that I get mad when people talk bad about you.
I hate that I still smile when I think about you.
I hate that you can make me sad.
I hate that you can make me happy.
I hate that none of my friends like you.
I hate that you’re the first person I want to tell, when something happens.
I hate that I still want to be with you.
I hate that you’re always on my mind.
I hate that you make me forget the bad things.
I hate that I want you to be a part of my life.
I hate that you loved me.
I hate that I loved you.
I hate that I still love you.
And I hate that I always will.
I hate that I still hope you’ll talk to me, when your name pops up on msn.
I hate that I get jealous of other girls.
I hate that I get mad when people talk bad about you.
I hate that I still smile when I think about you.
I hate that you can make me sad.
I hate that you can make me happy.
I hate that none of my friends like you.
I hate that you’re the first person I want to tell, when something happens.
I hate that I still want to be with you.
I hate that you’re always on my mind.
I hate that you make me forget the bad things.
I hate that I want you to be a part of my life.
I hate that you loved me.
I hate that I loved you.
I hate that I still love you.
And I hate that I always will.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Questions
Ten normally unknown things about yourself :
1) When you first meet me you’ll think I’m shy, but when you get to know me you’ll find out I’m not at all.
2) I love basically all kinds of music.
3) I want to get good grades in school, to prove people wrong who think I can’t.
4) I want my family to be proud of me.
5) I’m afraid of pigeons and mascots.
6) Sleeping is one of my favourite things to do.
7) I always over analyze everything.
8) Even if I hate someone, I still want them to like me.
9) I care too much what people thing about me.
10) My sister is my best friend.
Nine ways to win your heart:
1) Make me laugh
2) Be nice to my friends and family.
3) Be honest
4) Be yourself
5)Be confident
6) Be loyal to me
7) Give me space when I need it.
8) Be comfortable enough with yourself to be vulnerable.
9) Be a good friend.
Eight people you can’t live without:
My mom
Emily
Monica
Morgan
Lindsay
Robin
Marissa
Patrick
Marc
So many more..
Seven of your favourite things to do:
Be with friends
Watch movies or TV
Listen to music
Sleep
Eat
Read
Go on the computer
Six of your favourite bands or artists:
The Beatles
Michael Jackson
Pink
Elton John
The Weakerthans
Johnny Cash
Five of your favourite movies:
The Notebook
Pulp Fiction
300
Mean Girls
Good Will Hunting
Four things that cross your mind α lot:
The future
The past
Day dreams
Things I should be doing.
Three things you want to do before you die:
Fall in love
Have kids
Go sky diving
Two songs that fit your life perfectly at the moment:
Everybody’s got a story – India Arie
Already Gone – Kelly Clarkson
One confession:
I think people think that I’m prettier then I actually am.
1) When you first meet me you’ll think I’m shy, but when you get to know me you’ll find out I’m not at all.
2) I love basically all kinds of music.
3) I want to get good grades in school, to prove people wrong who think I can’t.
4) I want my family to be proud of me.
5) I’m afraid of pigeons and mascots.
6) Sleeping is one of my favourite things to do.
7) I always over analyze everything.
8) Even if I hate someone, I still want them to like me.
9) I care too much what people thing about me.
10) My sister is my best friend.
Nine ways to win your heart:
1) Make me laugh
2) Be nice to my friends and family.
3) Be honest
4) Be yourself
5)Be confident
6) Be loyal to me
7) Give me space when I need it.
8) Be comfortable enough with yourself to be vulnerable.
9) Be a good friend.
Eight people you can’t live without:
My mom
Emily
Monica
Morgan
Lindsay
Robin
Marissa
Patrick
Marc
So many more..
Seven of your favourite things to do:
Be with friends
Watch movies or TV
Listen to music
Sleep
Eat
Read
Go on the computer
Six of your favourite bands or artists:
The Beatles
Michael Jackson
Pink
Elton John
The Weakerthans
Johnny Cash
Five of your favourite movies:
The Notebook
Pulp Fiction
300
Mean Girls
Good Will Hunting
Four things that cross your mind α lot:
The future
The past
Day dreams
Things I should be doing.
Three things you want to do before you die:
Fall in love
Have kids
Go sky diving
Two songs that fit your life perfectly at the moment:
Everybody’s got a story – India Arie
Already Gone – Kelly Clarkson
One confession:
I think people think that I’m prettier then I actually am.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
My Life is Good :)
I recently found out about a website called lifeisg.com and I think its the most beautiful and inspiring thing I've ever read. Some of the posts actually made me cry. I saved some of my favorites, here they are.
Today, I stood up to a bully. The strength didn't come from within, it came from my friends and family. They believed in me, and gave me the power to stand up for what was right. Because of them, MLIG
Today I got to talk to my elderly weiner dog on Skype; a month ago Thursday was the day he was to be put down because he couldn't fight his sickness any longer. He made a full recovery and I am watching him eat Mini-Wheats from 200 miles away. MLIG
Mom, I love you so much and I know you are doing the best you can and it's more than I could ask for. I love you so much and because of you, MLIG
Today I was declared to be cancer free for the the first time in 6 years. MLIG
Today, a man was being mugged. He was about to get shot. I jumped infront and took the bullet. I'm released from the hospital and the man paid all my medical bills. He had two daughters. MyLifeIsG, his is more than G.
Today I Lived. MLIG
Today, I voted "Yes" on everyone's MLIG stories, because I don't think anyone should tell another person that their happiness is not adequate. OurLivesAreG!
Today, a stranger convinced me not to jump. MLIG
Today, my dad comes home from Iraq. MLIG
Today, I asked my boyfriend if he thought I was sexy after gaining the weight in the past year. He bent down on one knee and proposed to me. MLIG
I woke up this morning to hear the birds outside my window and my mother cooking breakfast downstairs. I've never cried to much in my entire life. I had been deaf since the age of 8. MLIG
Two years ago, I lost my entire left leg in a car accident. While I was in the hospital I wrote a list of everything I thought an amputation would stop me doing. Tomorrow, I start surfing lessons. MLIG
Two years ago, both my legs were destroyed as I fought 5 men to protect a girl I didn't know from being raped. Today my new best friend had to carry me up a steep hill, when I asked him "are you sure?" to which he replied "yes I am - you deserve it pal". MLIG
Yesterday, I got a phone call from my father. He's been in a coma for three months. MLIG
Last week, I was told I had a week to live, because I have brain cancer. Over the past seven days, I have: Bungee jumped, flew all the way to Disney World from New York for a day, met Johnny Depp, got to go the movie premiere of The Orphan, and found the father I never knew I had. Today, I was told that there was a surgery that I'm going to have, that will save my life. MLIG
Today, I paid for a soldier's lunch, who just returned from Iraq. She said "You didn't have to do that" and I said, "Neither did you." She started crying, and so did I. MLIG
Today, my boyfriend quit smoking. When I asked about it, he told me that he couldn't continue to smoke if it meant we couldn't grow old together. MLIG
Today, I stood up to a bully. The strength didn't come from within, it came from my friends and family. They believed in me, and gave me the power to stand up for what was right. Because of them, MLIG
Today I got to talk to my elderly weiner dog on Skype; a month ago Thursday was the day he was to be put down because he couldn't fight his sickness any longer. He made a full recovery and I am watching him eat Mini-Wheats from 200 miles away. MLIG
Mom, I love you so much and I know you are doing the best you can and it's more than I could ask for. I love you so much and because of you, MLIG
Today I was declared to be cancer free for the the first time in 6 years. MLIG
Today, a man was being mugged. He was about to get shot. I jumped infront and took the bullet. I'm released from the hospital and the man paid all my medical bills. He had two daughters. MyLifeIsG, his is more than G.
Today I Lived. MLIG
Today, I voted "Yes" on everyone's MLIG stories, because I don't think anyone should tell another person that their happiness is not adequate. OurLivesAreG!
Today, a stranger convinced me not to jump. MLIG
Today, my dad comes home from Iraq. MLIG
Today, I asked my boyfriend if he thought I was sexy after gaining the weight in the past year. He bent down on one knee and proposed to me. MLIG
I woke up this morning to hear the birds outside my window and my mother cooking breakfast downstairs. I've never cried to much in my entire life. I had been deaf since the age of 8. MLIG
Two years ago, I lost my entire left leg in a car accident. While I was in the hospital I wrote a list of everything I thought an amputation would stop me doing. Tomorrow, I start surfing lessons. MLIG
Two years ago, both my legs were destroyed as I fought 5 men to protect a girl I didn't know from being raped. Today my new best friend had to carry me up a steep hill, when I asked him "are you sure?" to which he replied "yes I am - you deserve it pal". MLIG
Yesterday, I got a phone call from my father. He's been in a coma for three months. MLIG
Last week, I was told I had a week to live, because I have brain cancer. Over the past seven days, I have: Bungee jumped, flew all the way to Disney World from New York for a day, met Johnny Depp, got to go the movie premiere of The Orphan, and found the father I never knew I had. Today, I was told that there was a surgery that I'm going to have, that will save my life. MLIG
Today, I paid for a soldier's lunch, who just returned from Iraq. She said "You didn't have to do that" and I said, "Neither did you." She started crying, and so did I. MLIG
Today, my boyfriend quit smoking. When I asked about it, he told me that he couldn't continue to smoke if it meant we couldn't grow old together. MLIG
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