I feel like I’ve found my happiness again.
Not too long ago, I wrote about how unhappy I was, and how empty I felt.
Since then, I feel like I’ve found something inside.
I’ve been spending a lot of time with friends who have helped me see the little things in life that really make it worthwhile. That there are some people who will love me no matter what choices I make, and no matter what they will always love me. I’ve done some things that they don’t agree with but they’ve been supportive, and I couldn’t be more thankful for that.
I used to think I was only happy when I was away from home. If I was with my friends then I was happy, but I see now that there are things that I feel my family is doing wrong when it comes to working together and being a happy family, but there are also things I could do better. I’ve been arguing with my parents more often than usual, but I finally see that its not just up to them. It’s up to me, to be easier to get along with, and to just be a kinder person in general.
I’ve also come to terms with the fact that I have to make an effort, and be the best that I can be. I want a future, and I want to be the person I know I’m capable of being. I’m done making excuses and telling myself that I can’t. I know in my heart that I can, and if I try and succeed, I will.
I guess I’ve realized that I have to take responsibility for some things that I’ve been turning a blind eye to.
This is my life, there are no second chances. If I don’t do this now, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.
I’m ready. I can do it. I know I can.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
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