I feel empty. I feel like I’m the shell of the person I used to be. I feel like this is all a dream and eventually I’ll wake up and I’ll be myself again.
I go through the day, being the same person I ever was, laughing, smiling. Then at night, when I’m laying in bed I feel like none of it was real. It’s all just a blur.
And I don’t know why. Nothing in particular has happened to me to make me unhappy.
I’ve felt this way since the beginning of the Christmas break. I’ll find myself just feeling like I’m about to cry, and not knowing why. People ask me what’s wrong, and I find myself not having an answer because I simply don’t know. Some days I’ve just wanted to lay down, and not do anything.
The only word I can find to describe the way I feel is “blah”.
I wish I knew what was causing this, because then maybe I could fix it. But I just have no idea.
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