I’m so sick and tired of the daily routine.
I force myself to get up, and hurry to make it out the door in time to see my friends before homeroom.
I make it through class until lunch.
At lunch I’m free.
I’m with my friends.
I’m happy.
Then, class comes again.
More sitting, waiting, staring at the clock.
Counting the minutes.
Until the end of the day.
Then I come home, with a long list of things to do.
Things which I know will never get done.
Before I know it, it’s late and I should go to bed.
None of the things I was hoping to accomplish were accomplished.
There’s a brief moment where I’m worried about dealing with it the next day.
Then I push it to the back of my mind where I won’t have to worry about it anymore.
Over and over, the same boring, meaningless, empty days.
I’m becoming less and less tolerant.
Something has to change.
I know I won’t be able to do this for the next 2 years.
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i feel that way A LOT.
ReplyDeletejust be thankful that you have weekends, but always focus on the -now-.
when i actually do my homework, and i am completely ready for the following day, i sleep amazingly with a light and clear head.
it only takes one night and then it all sort of falls into place like dominoes.